Who knew that 9 days could be so life changing?

Have you ever had that one moment that changed your life, for better or worst?

This is what I am going to be focusing on, not just 9 days that have changed my life, but all the moments that have made an impact on it. Starting with tonight

Tonight I went to a youth event with my friend. I was sitting in the pew listening to the band play and I felt like I was drowning and that I could only just make it from the barrier where the water ends and air begins. I have enough time to take a breath of air and than I am back to where I was before, drowning.

I needed help, so I prayed to god, in the middle of screaming kids and singers and my friend, I prayed a silent prayer, asking god to save me from this sea. I asked him to guide me... From what I didn't know all I knew was that I needed help.

In a strange way he guided me to start this blog, to talk out my issues. To be the writer I have wanted to be for so long. God gave me a sign sitting there listening to the terrible band. He made me realise that I may seem lost sometimes, like I am drowning, but I will always have a story to tell. I don't need to find inspiration beacuse my inspiration is my life experiences.

9 Days were life changing in my life, but those 9 days would be nothing without my whole life.

Lets hope I can swim from this sea that plans on drowning me. I also hope this blog will help anyone else who feels as if they are drowning.